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Sunday, May 4

anybody miss me?

phew. exams are almost through. left with MA1104 Multivariable Calculus tmr and i can declare 3 months break for me!! *can't wait.

Apparently, i'm still halfway through my revision. Paper is at 5pm tmr. *Dreads. Why can't my last paper be like earlier. Oh well, but then again i would be panicking like don't know what now if it is a morning paper. I've yet to do up my own formula sheet for tmr. Just went to the module forum and to my horror, there are so many discussions on extra qn in the textbook. Something is either seriously wrong with them or me. Ok but after taking a closer look, actually its all (almost) posted by one of the students only. *phew. i thought everyone was crazy.

Anyway... i didn't mention about how i think i have fare for my papers so far, did i? Geog papers were not too bad. Friday's MA2312 Differential Equations was a disaster. Couldn't think clearly at all and i was just overwhelmed with "difficult-ness" from the paper! I think i didn't even complete a question fully. Just manage to attempt all and ... ah whatever. It's over.

My mei - Cass Ong Zi Ling has departed from SINGAPORE (not the world) yesterday 2.40pm. Wonder how is she now. (oei, contact me asap lei). Wrote her a card and while i was writing it, just suddenly miss those good old days in xinmin. Hah. Well loads to write about my little girl and me. Another time perhaps.

Ok so i shall sign off. Next entry will be a call for celebration! I'm going to be free like a birdddy..

Heli Dont ask me why 11:48 PM

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.: Thoughts :.

I know i have to let you go..

Everyone tells me this is so...

See, my life has stopped since

You passed away

Sometimes i can't bear it

Even for one more day..

Thoughts of you consume me

Every second of everyday

I just want it back you know

The way things used to be...

In my life you held the key

And now i have just your memory

And though this is not enough for me

This is how it has to be...

I need to laugh again without feeling guilty

You aren't here...

I feel so alone & full of tear

It's so terribly hard when all that's

Left is tears...

Mum, i wish you are here

Just plainly listening to me...

I promise to keep you safe

Where you have always been of course

In my heart, that's the place...